Well, today was a regrouping day. I guess that’s what we’ll call it. No writing, no walking, in fact I barely even answered emails. It started with my usual Thursday morning yoga class, we had a substitute instructor and I swear she took me out for the day. It didn’t feel overly intense but when I was done, it was like someone pulled the plug on me.
I decided to just roll with it. Ate dark chocolate, drank tea, read a book…really how bad is that? Though maybe it was partly the book’s fault. I’m reading Night by Elie Weisel and several times started tearing up at the horror he describes in this slim little memoir. How does a man survive Auschwitz and still have the energy to articulate it?
So maybe it was the book. Or maybe it was yoga. But the upshot was that my energy level was gone, gone, gone. Though of course, I still felt like I shoulda/coulda/been doing something, or anything and, well…it just wasn’t happening.
Thank goodness I don’t have a ‘real’ job. I would have been fired. Tomorrow…there’s always tomorrow.