It is Winter Solstice (officially @ 05:30 UTC December 22nd which is actually tomorrow over there but happening now over here, right?) Forget referring to your Einstein notes to try to figure out all that time and space. It’s all too much to understand. It is enough to know that it is Winter Solstice tonight. Besides, I’m still working on how airplanes stay aloft, never mind that whole timezone thing.
But truly, all that concerns us here in the Vancouver area, is that after tonight, our days will begin to lengthen again. This then, as far as I can see, is the true end of the year. This is the darkest and longest night of our lives in 2011.
We sit here in this early dark, surrounding ourselves with candles, twinkly lights, fireplaces and willing our cozy lamps to cast magic light against that enormous darkness that looms like a shaggy-shadowed wolf outside our little cave homes.
This then is the dark night of the soul, the time to acknowledge that some things have ended.
Some of those endings will have broken your heart. But if we’re lucky, our hearts break open and soften as a result.
But then. Who am I kidding with this third-party language?
Let me say what I’m really talking about. We went to visit my 86-year old father today and it is like watching a time-lapsed film of an enormous mountain crumbling into the sea.
I feel like the curtain has been torn away and I have been left to discover that the towering Wizard of Oz was only an ordinary man after all.
Just an ordinary man who tried to do his best.
So, on this darkest night of the year I am waiting for the light.
I am waiting with a softened heart.
And so this is Christmas. And what have you done? Another year over and a new one just begun…
So Merry Christmas by unecricri